H: This is a topic we could get into at some length. I could answer it in several different ways. I see that you want a “cut and dry” answer, so to say. I guess I do get carried away into explaining things a bit too much. That is a common complaint.
The first answer I will give is that I prefer not to think of Angels as separate entities, as I have said before, but this is difficult for the mind to digest. The mind says, “How do I think of something without a reference point?” The mind needs some kind of image. And even if formless light appears, the mind still wants to find an explanation. Although it is difficult to have this approach, and see ourselves as aspects of the Angels and even the Angels themselves, it is possible to consider. So the first answer is, become more aware of who you are and you will become more aware of the Angel’s presence. It is this line of thinking that I want to promote. I mean, we could get into all these images, names, and functions, and there are many books written about that, but in the end you need to know it as second nature; sense it like your drinking or breathing. This way is the hardest way, because it is closest to us, but it is also the simplest way.
Now, I know that people always want to know how it happens, what happens, and exactly what simple images and functions can be assigned to sensing the presence of the Angels. I mean, the mind thinks that way. You may not be asking the question that way, but that is what the mind thinks when it says and points to something called “Angels”, which is why there are exercises. For example, it is common to find books that will say things like, “How to contact your Angel.” But you already have contacted your Angels and you are in their presence.
So, I like the fact that you have stressed “becoming aware”. To answer that, again, refer to your own question, “Invoke their presence and become aware.” I have turned the question itself into an answer, because in a way, it is a very smart question. Whenever there is this question of “how”, it is the mind saying "show me", but it is better to ask “why”. Have you invoked the presence of the Angels? Why did you not experience their presence? Or when you did, why did you experience their presence? You see, “why” is more important, because another can not tell you “how”. This also means, it prompts you to remember the fact that you have the presence of the Angels in your life. Think about it. The reason why many “how to” books don’t work and they sit there on the shelves, especially spiritual “how to” books, is because of this. If it was a question of something mechanical, like the engine of your car, then it might work. But when it comes to who you are, it is very difficult, you see! That is why all these “how to” books on spirituality don’t work, because we know it has to do with cultivating human belief. It has to do with faith, love, patience, sincerity, and so on. That is why, as you have pointed out from previous discourses, it is best to begin with “good” words. And as I have said, turn your attention quickly to truthfulness.
So, we address the Angels and say “them”. Who are they? And we are saying, because they are us, don’t think about that, because the mind can’t fix it. Instead contemplate on goodness and truthfulness and review how truthful your day was. You know. You know when the Angels' presence was there today. Just become aware of it.
As to the very tangible form and presence of an Angel, I am thinking of a good example. A simpler answer is like a scene out of the Movie, City of Angels, with the actor Nicolas Cage. There is a scene in which the Angels are interfering in a drug store rubbery. One of the Angels, who seems to mentor the other (Nicolas Cage), makes a point by accomplishing the task of intervening and saving lives, and then says, “They don’t need to see us.” It is true. What does not pertain to us we don’t need to see and experience and what we are ready to experience, we will. But as to the final answer, again, instead of asking “how”, ask “why” and question the approach not the degree of awareness. If by awareness you mean, seeing, hearing and so on, it may be misleading. So, I guess, we should also get into that. Thank you for reminding us, because, we haven’t talked about what awareness means in this case. Have I confused the subject more?
Q: No, but you haven’t yet spoken about exercises and that is why I was asking. In a way, it is also a bit overwhelming for an average reader or listener to understand what you are saying. On one hand, you are speaking of miracles; and on the other, you are explaining it in such ordinary terms. If we speak of it in ordinary terms, it makes sense, but then not all of us experience these miracles of which you speak.
H: I think this is getting us somewhere, because I think most people want to experience something very real and tangible, and at the same time miraculous. They want "all that money can buy” like it is said, “and they want the best for the least money”. It is a bit of a joke, but in a way it is true. When most people have forgotten about what it means to have a quiet mind, there is no sense in talking about miracles. But if someone who is truly interested, spent two months of sincere seeking, it is impossible not to experience a miracle. How about that for your money? Well it is not hard to do, but unfortunately for most it is in times of desperate need that they pay special attention to miracles. What is even more unfortunate is that miracles do happen, but many explain it away with their minds. I mean, it is our ungratefulness and forgetfulness that prevents the world from constant miracles. So, we have to ask ourselves, "Have I really consistently given at least two to three months of my life to something as important as this with earnestness?
You want to honestly know why you should believe in Angels, for no other reason but to discover? Spend two months of researching the topic without bias and prejudice. Produce the literature, keep watch and see what comes your way, cross reference, hear of all aspects on the subject, and you will have an experience yourself. Just set a date from today. Set the date and keep watch. If you do and then say nothing happened, my answer would be, it is because you have explained it away. I would not believe it if you said, nothing happened. In fact this has happened many times, when someone tells me nothing happens and I assure them that something did. They simply doubt it, because their mind is too active. Once a young girl who was very open and sensitive said to me, “How do you see the light of the Angels?” I said, “Have you asked the Angels? Because I know you could see it in no time.” She was surprised by my answer, because she then explained to me her experience the night prior. It was a sure sign and a most miraculous experience, except that she had explained it away by using her mind. So spend two months and do something like an "Angel Vigil"; in other words, make it a point to research, reflect, and contemplate the presence of your angels, and leave the subject aside altogether, disengage the mind, and just let it be. I am sure you will then have a very clear experience without the mind's interference.